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Never again be whole
As I sit here with despair in my heart
I feel all the love we have falling apart
You are unable to provide the bare minimum to me
This shows me the eventually that I will leave
You do not have any respect for me
Maybe somewhere along the line
I knew this day would come
Could I have imagined all the things you kept from me
Never
I was not aware that you were so disgusting
Secret texts
secret pictures and videos
long conversations
plans to hook up
Why is it that I am never enough
Are you no longer attracted to me
Have we been in this too long
Why make the choice to do things behind my back
Just leave
I'm not keeping you here
I want you here for some painful reason
You've made me addicted to you
addicted to the pain
addicted to the bare minimum you provide
I am use to nothing
I am nothing
I feel empty inside until you bring me to life
The only time i feel seen or heard is when were fucking
or sexual banter
Why do I allow you to treat me this way
I need to leave
says my mind
My heart wants to stay
Fuck you
Fuck this
I am more than enough
Some day I will leave
Some day I will go
Until then
I will continue with this journey alone
Thanks for turning into the person
I never could have imagined
Kudos to you for this act you held up so long
Say goodbye to the girl that you use to know
I am a fucking shell of a person
I will never again be whole
