Lying down
trying to sleep
I'm so hurt
I can't even breath
fighting for air
drowning my sorrows
all the whole you are trying to sleep
getting prepared for tomorrow's day
why can't you see my pain
do you no longer care
when was I tossed aside like I didn't matter
I am so hurt
I am so sad
i feel alone
while you lay next to me
why must I feel like this
why is it so hard for you to communicate
the blank stares
not paying attention
the lack of vocalization
I'm not a fucking child
you make me feel insane
I just want to be the way we were before I started to feel this way
I want to be happy
is it too much to ask
your bringing me down
why the fuck won't you leave if your unhappy
why make me miserable too
i love you
i always will
Im starting to wonder if you ever did
or if I was convient for you
helping you rise up
while you were lifted up
i was pushed down
I'm crying
bleeding
what have I done
I've ended my despair
for a fucking guy who couldn't even care I was here