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I lay in silence 

I lay wide awake 

wondering what I did to deserve this fate 

when did I loose you

was it long ago

was it to some girl you've been entertaining on the down low

i offer sexual advances 

you turn me down

i ask to hold you or cuddle

I'm made to feel like im asking too much

all of this sadness is too much to bear 

my eyes are dripping wet 

I can't stop the rain

my heart is broken 

why have you made me feel this way

what have I done 

what can I undo 

why do I feel so empty lying beside you

i want you here 

I want a life with you

why are you here

if you don't want those things too 

I will eventually get some sleep

as I choke back my tears 

muffling my crying 

my sadness

my loneliness 

while you sleep peacefully 

not a care in the world