Feeling so confused
ive never seen you in this light
now I can't unsee
i try to trick my heart
trick my mind
my soul
i can't
my intuition tells me
I know
you won't admit anything
tell me I'm my own worst enemy
sadly I'm slowly deteriorating
slowly loosing myself
pretending to be fine
pretending while I'm seen
all the while I'm surrounded by you and feel so far away
i feel alone
i feel abandoned
i feel let down
you seem fine
youve convinced me
I've lost my mind