We were playing
We were bantering
Something was said
My emotions took control
You said I was actin rude
I don't think you realize i was hurt
You said if i continue to be this way your going to leave
how is that supposed to make me feel
Am i supposed to feel loved
confident
i feel vulnerable
I feel like i can't do or say anything in fear that you will leave
I feel fucking miserable
I feel like a fucking burden
Why can't I feel your love
Why can't I feel something
I didn't ask for this
I am fucking broken
All the while i'm a burden to you
my thoughts
my feelings
my emotions
my damage
my past
my present
all a burden
unable to communicate how i feel
i don't know how to feel
right now
I don't want to be here