My

We were playing 

We were bantering

Something was said 

My emotions took control

You said I was actin rude

I don't think you realize i was hurt

You said if i continue to be this way your going to leave

how is that supposed to make me feel

Am i supposed to feel loved

confident 

i feel vulnerable

I feel like i can't do or say anything in fear that you will leave

I feel fucking miserable 

I feel like a fucking burden

Why can't I feel your love

Why can't I feel something

I didn't ask for this 

I am fucking broken

All the while i'm a burden to you

my thoughts

my feelings

my emotions

my damage

my past

my present 

all a burden 

unable to communicate how i feel 

i don't know how to feel 

right now 

I don't want to be here