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Running from myself

Lost and confused

I'm not sure what I want

Not sure what I need

Listening to myself knowing that I need you

Listening to myself knowing that you don't deserve me

You just want me

Why must you use me

Why must you make mee feel insecure 

Why pretend that you love me

Why pretend I'm all that you need

The constant sorrow is overbearing 

Just admit that your not the person I deserve 

Fight for this 

Fight for us

I'm shattered beyond repair 

I need to see some improvement from you

I'm miserable 

I'm terrified 

What do I tell the kids

I can't barely keep myself together 

How can I explain 

That you've lost your love for me

While the tears are streaming down my face

I'm a fragment of your imagination 

The part that takes care of everything including you 

While you fuck me over

Use me as you please

Fuck the other girls talk to them like you do

Act like nothing is wrong

It's all in my mind

I'm broken 

Heartless

Hopeless

Drowning in my sorrow

I stay knowing I deserve better

knowing i'm not enough 

knowing you know i'm not enough

I stay to make you happy 

I stay to make the kids happy

Why do my eyes still cry every night

hoping for relief

knowing things will never change

I'm not the same women I was 

I will never be the same

Just leave me be 

with this fake smile 

Acting like i'm fine

but i'm really drowing in my tears 

biting my tongue

holding back my thoughts

afraid that i've lost myself