hands fixated on your pale blue neck,
asphyxiating your last lifeless breath,
i decide to make your body mine,
so that i may have my way with you,
how ever i see fit.
~
doubts will never be
while your body deteriates next to me
in my attempts to salvage a relationship long lost.
propped in a posture ready for dinner,
we sit at the table though your silence disturbs,
so i place a recorder inside you
playing back your softly spoken words,
"i love you"