How much comfort can pain give?
What do I have left without it?
To be happy without misery, such strange and scary
To feel the joy again, what if it's taken away again
Don't speak to me about love, it has been such a tragedy
Don't send me your light, you're making me blind
Is it worth it to go out on the light, when you only get burned by it.
Am I the light taker and swallow your love, making it twisted and fault
Will I only hurt you by my dark pain, the only true mistress of mine.
It's a jelous master, not the one that forgets.
Is there such a thing than bright future, when darkness has been my lair.
Pain and hate my teacher. How to trust? How to love? Have I lost my soul
already? What can torn it away from the hands of the dark pain, my only friend?