I'm staring at you & what do I see ?
A innocent niqqa that looks carefree ;
Deeper emotions are resting inside ;
No need to tell me ; I see it in ur eyes :
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------& i keep looking cuz u type familia but this can't really be ;
I'm staring at chu but yet I see nobody ;
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------& yea ur type quiet ; it's probably cause ur shy ;
Or maybe u jus dnt give a fuck about replys ;
cuz yea I kno .. I can see that your tired ;
Tired of the truths & jus tired of the lies ;
u hated on this life but at the same time it made u wise ;
it made u see death but from the ground it made u rise ;
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------im staring at u & what do I see ;
Im staring at chu ..no wait..I'm staring at me ?
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------& when u smile u jus seem so happy .. But yea ikno u jus try to really hide ;
cuz within lies the pain mixed in with the pride ;
but the thought of this doesnt even bother ;
cuz right under pain there's lesson that I've learn to divide ;
& I've been looking at u & yet i've never seen u cry ;
From an early age u learned to endure the struggles, & that pain that now satisfys ;
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------so when i look at you what do i see?
behind your eyes i see the pain that bleeds thicker then the red sea
i see a niqqa fighting ; contantly swimming ina dead sea ;
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Yea a good person the way u help others on decision ;
& it jus amazes me cuz looking at ur life this outcome I would of never envisioned ;
but some how so much bad just made a niqqa strong ;
& at the end that good is right where it belongs ;
but I still remember the past ;
to remember the pain ;
cuz to remember the pain is to keep the knowledge retained ;
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Im looking at the mirror & what do I see ?
A niqqa that sometimes wants to escape reality ;
who doesn't want to feel deprived but rather feel alive ;
a niqqa who wants to live but yet is forced & continued to only just survive . .