I tucked my hands into the small of your back
and nestled my face into my palms.
I slowed my breathing to match yours
so that when we exhaled
I felt as though I fell inside you.
"Move with me."
And I inhaled so you would float below me;
it's amazing how erotic breathing can be
when we synchronize the rise and fall of our chests.
An ocean breeze blew through the window,
tickling my spine and leaving a trail of erect papillae
as it played it's way to my hair,
sticky with sweat (you warm us both).
The cicadas sang a lulling tune
that filled the room with background music.
"Baby, you're shivering."
No, silly -
their call is a lonely one
and they're searching for a lover.
So I always cringe when I hear a locust cry.
Sometimes I wonder what keeps you from weeping;
I watched you as your eyes clouded over and threatened rain.
I assumed you always drifted off to some other place
because you felt so alone in reality.
"When I start singing,
you'll know what we have is over.
Besides, how could I be lonesome
when I'm with the one who has kept me
alive?"
Never once did I help your heart beat
or cure you of internal suffering.
If you had stopped breathing,
I would have held my breath to correspond.
"Then I'll breathe for you."