On Boys

I’ve had the dreamer

The rebel

The broken soul

And the empty one

I’ve had boys who knew everything and nothing

Boys who amaze me

And a number who made me cry





I’ve known a boy who knew magically places

Abandoned buildings where ghost cry

But never knew me.

A boy who knew the world

But never knew me.

A boy who spoke with fire

But knew nothing of today.

A boy with magnetic eyes

But a shy smile.



I’ve known boys

Boys who tell me their lives

They whisper pain

And I pick up the pieces

To watch them find their way

Without me.



I’ve kissed a boy kissed with his whole body

One who kissed carelessly

One who looked like a dream

And one who never knew where he was

I’ve kissed an angel

A genius

And a beauty.

I’ve kissed a boy who surprised me.

The delicate

The awkward

The aggressive

And the selfish.



I’ve been the helper

The keeper

The poet

And the dreamer

I’ve been the watcher

And the watched

I’ve counted on wrong ones

And watched the right ones wander off



I’ve pined for a particular boy

I’ve watched him

Wide eyes

Hopeful

Wondering if he’ll see me

A boy who will never have me

But I keep my notes

And my heart

I’ve wrapped it a box

Hopeful

One day

He’ll find it

I’ll give it

A boy who will never have me

I’ll keep him

Just in case

Just in case.

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