Let me bleed a little
Let me crawl on the back of you life
Clawing up a love, we can’t recognize.
I believe in you.
I trust in the beauty and in me
I do not believe beauty radiates off my heart.
Hold nothing
I rape the light with ugliness
Rape the light with my hate
I abuse words the way I’d like to abuse you
Who plays hearts with cards? I do.
Everyday I lose myself a little more
I swear
Everyday I swear
My mouth is your sewer
I plead for pain
Your bleeding disgust
And you love me
You love my anger
You love my heart the way you hate my face
You love my mouth the way you hate my body
I love your arms the way I hate your empty eyes
That same intensity
I broke off love long before you
Before I fell into you.
I feel for you the way I fall for spring
For heart stars and other tired things
I find nothing for you
Nothing for you.