Maybe I should stop being
So masochistic
Then maybe I might not cry
So much
I guess I just give up
To easy
And never really
Try hard enough
It never actually was easy.
I wish that honesty
Wouldn’t hurt
This much.
How ‘bout this time
You say the sorry’s
I’ve already forgave
All I can forgive
Maybe I should end this
Before it gets started
It’s not like I have
Much to offer.
I should stop being
So unsure of myself
And just let my life
Bleed like it is.
I think that it’s time
For me to change
To look at myself
And see someone for once.