Here I am reverting, back to hurting,
the ones I love and I can't be certain,
its what I want so raise the curtain,
its time to show, tell everyone that you know,
that im stage ready to blow, then after I just have to go,
where? I really don't know, my life is spinning out of control,
feels like I'm digging myself a hole, To crawl into like a rat or mole,
but I do have one simple goal, to be the best that I can be,
dont you see? It ain't about you or me, it's about being sure what's right for me, the future see? It's the big picture and what life could be, it's all about the cards your dealt, at times you wanna strangle someone with a belt, which can't be helped, which is quite frustratin, and new problems are creating, with all these demons inside its hard for one not stray, hard for me to want to stay, hard to even say that we can't be together, there's just no way.