Privacy

My privacy is important

its too bad i have none

everytime i close one door

it seems to open back up

not knowing what is on the other side

i cower in a corner that is near

hiding what i can with my hands

crying my tears of violated life

my body is my own

why do i get such attention

stop looking at me!

i cant stand taht awful stare

that smirk on your face speaks for you

i know that look in your eyes

as they wander over my entire body

and your tongue dances behind your teeth

i dont want this anymore

i hate feeling so uncomfortable

can i every escape it?

will this feeling every end?

should i allow this to go on?

should i report my abuse?

or should i let it drive me crazy

it will be wherever i go

the staring, the smirks, the "compliments"

they will always hauntingly follow me

maybe if i completely disappear

they will just move on to something else beautiful

maybe they will not notice,

maybe they will forget i even existed

after all, i was only eye candy

like regular candy, it has to go away sometime

but if i stay and let this continue

i will keep wondering where the camera is hidden

or where the holes in my walls or ceiling are

or where the perverts are lerking in the darkness

its ok, i will live my whole life

at least knowing i am another beautiful soul

and that people want to get to know me

i guess i will have to let it happen, and let it go.





Tia Marie Thompson

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