The self of me I've fought to be
Is not quite me.
I've sought to be from dreams obscene
But haven't dreamt one for me.
From mind to page to self to stage
What's been worn and torn and crumped
Is naught more than a greater, lesser me.
So when I come to be the lesser me,
There's not much left at all.
But clear as day are the revelations astray,
That I've stumbled on in my searching;
My world to be is not with me;
I've a while yet to go.
So suffer still with restless will
That won't yet let you settle.
You've much to be if you'll wait and see
What your will would work within you.