There's only so much fake one person can take
And for fuck's sake, I need a break
...from the steeple towering over ficticious people
...from those who brag from behind that flag
(that flag, that fucking flag...)
...from the excessive booze that gives me the blues
and my decisions I should have let nobody choose
it's not like it's the first time I've sank my own cruise
When's the big bang gonna take me home?
So I can stop sitting here, writing these poems
What's in it for me? When do I get my pot of fucking gold?
I don't wanna prosper, I don't wanna get old
I wanna live sick and die quick
Then somebody else can be Nick
I'm just another motherfucker
To kiss and hug and offer drugs
Even after I'm gone I won't really be dead
Until every memory of me vanishes from every last head
So don't be sad or mad or in any way upset
Don't make my name synonymous with the word "regret"
Kiss me, hug me, drug me up
I just quit drinking so don't spike my cup
Here I am almost nineteen years old
For the last five years I've been ice cold
I can't complain, I'm proud of myself
So let's celebrate and enjoy what time I have left