Untitled -- 7.21.2006

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#Epilogue



For a decade and a year

A moment and an eternity



Should I risk my Soul?

Or give all for Happiness...?



Happiness...

Words, merely...Lost and ever unremembered



Relevant is the matter

I chose a mi(s)sfit



Failing succeeds where I hit...



Silently, my mind clatters



I'm saving me for the latter



Am I simply outcasted by the outcasts?



Even that seems, I remain in bitter doubt

No surprise, yet it gets to me



Needless to say

I dangle n the gutter



Happiness so far away



I'm just afraid....



I'll never find, the sought



So I should practise not to care

Breath causes my inner fire to be aware

of it's dissapearance...



Both Gods shall laugh at this misére



Anymore of this, less even, I can't bear

Why won't you just hold me...?



Like coin-operated love, yeah, furniture

Alone but openminded, I nurture

My Souls and those not mine

Are quickly floating above the mines



In a Timeless, endless Domain



Leave me now, please



How many more need to be slain?

Let's not try to see the drama



Did I mention the alinea above start with letters that vertically form LAMA??



That lookalike is not my momma

Craving for an acceptable dad



My royal ass needs spank



Before going blank



I believe my heart sank

To the bottom of temporary, utter frustration



So this is how it feels...



(Necrainima:?Cease Existance?)

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Author's Notes/Comments: 

So this is how it feels...A feeling I don't encounter often, and when it does, I bite it and run. Tell me, what do you think I mean?

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