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#Epilogue
For a decade and a year
A moment and an eternity
Should I risk my Soul?
Or give all for Happiness...?
Happiness...
Words, merely...Lost and ever unremembered
Relevant is the matter
I chose a mi(s)sfit
Failing succeeds where I hit...
Silently, my mind clatters
I'm saving me for the latter
Am I simply outcasted by the outcasts?
Even that seems, I remain in bitter doubt
No surprise, yet it gets to me
Needless to say
I dangle n the gutter
Happiness so far away
I'm just afraid....
I'll never find, the sought
So I should practise not to care
Breath causes my inner fire to be aware
of it's dissapearance...
Both Gods shall laugh at this misére
Anymore of this, less even, I can't bear
Why won't you just hold me...?
Like coin-operated love, yeah, furniture
Alone but openminded, I nurture
My Souls and those not mine
Are quickly floating above the mines
In a Timeless, endless Domain
Leave me now, please
How many more need to be slain?
Let's not try to see the drama
Did I mention the alinea above start with letters that vertically form LAMA??
That lookalike is not my momma
Craving for an acceptable dad
My royal ass needs spank
Before going blank
I believe my heart sank
To the bottom of temporary, utter frustration
So this is how it feels...
(Necrainima:?Cease Existance?)
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