I don't know what is going on behind my back,
but I do know that I want to cry, that I want to die.
The telephone never rings, but would you nail me to your wall?
I am weak,
I am strong,
yet I find myself fighting this senseless war.
I can run,
I can hide,
I can see you watching me from the corner of my eye.
I no longer want to play this game of truth & lies.
I don't know what is going on behind my back,
but I do know that I want to cry, that I want to die.