I’m trying to get big, I’m trying to blow up
The thing is I don’t have no luck
I don’t know what to do
Maybe if I could play ball
And then endorse some shoe
And I be so big right out of high school
And I’d be paid enough
To take care of me and my folks
But this sister ain’t got no luck
I’m just destined to be sucked
Completely dry of everything, I try
Over and over to do something big
But I’m destined to loose and not win
If I’d known then what I know now
I got this feeling, just some how
School wouldn’t have been my way out
I would have tried to be a rapper and be on tv
Cause in today’s world rappers run everything
From broadway, c.d.s, the best bling bling and even movie screens
They got all this ish on lock
How am I supposed to do big things
I wish somebody would’ve told me that
An education wouldn’t be enough to get the new American dream
Filled with stacked dough and stretched hummer limousines
And I mean, I ain’t really into those things
But a sister can dream and hope for big things
And I just want to be able to have nice things
Not overly extravagant on vh1’s “the fabulous life of” so & so’s things
I just want to be able to take care of my parents things
And I just want to marry my best friend things
So we can be happy and have happy children things
So we won’t have to live from check to check things
I just wish I knew a way, a way that I could blow up
And then I’d be able to get out
Out of debt and out of money induced stress
And money doesn’t buy happiness, but it sure buys rest
So if I could just find some little thing nobody else did
I’ll finally be able do something and be something big.
© 2004