I got fat girl’s blues
They jiggling on my thighs
And I can’t help to think
It seems like every 30 minutes
My mouth opens wide
Relishing the taste of something to eat
Damn this shit,
Relishing what… nothing
Cause 4real, I ain’t even hungry
And my blues too deep
And my blues too big
And with every bite and bit
In deeper I go, the bigger I’ll get
And it’s an addiction I got
And nobody knows
Cause I’m eating shit behind closed doors
And when I wake I up
Every day I’m trying not to mess up
Every morning I say I’m not gonna
Then hit the fridge and fess up
Depressed over these fat girl’s blues
Canyon like my blues be
This shit is the truth
And it’s food that’s ruling me
Sometimes I wish I could be
More easily addicted to something else
Something that’s a choice
And not a necessity
I got fat girl’s blues so deep
And nobody even knows
My blues so deep they’re indigo.
Robyn V. Evans