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i guess something should have clicked before

maybe about a year ago when i started thinking

when i started feeling unappreciated

but i loved you so much,i thought i could take it

and i don't want this anymore

and although this shit hurts

you still don't know

know how it's feels to be thrown away

forgotten about day after day

by someone who expects so much from you

all the while disregarding everything you do

and nothing is ever good enough for you

nothing can ever turn your gray skies blue

and all this hope i've placed in you

you've eaten it alive, it's all consumed

and i didn't want to admit this

all of this you've put me through

my best friend wouldn't take me through

and now i can look at start to see

all the little things

subtle signs that i didn't want to see

putting everything before me

never doing anything to please me

never caring if you made me happy

never caring enough to let me in

even after i cried for you to show me

after all the things you never told me

and now that i'm tired of it

now that i'm sick of this shit

and done making excuses for you

i think what better suits me

is that i move on without you

after all of this time

how can i not love you

and these feelings ain't new to me

maybe if you'd paid attention

you would have seen these things

so right now, i've decided that

we're definitely better off apart

but i can't, i can't hurt my heart.





Robyn V.Evans

© 2002 (10-28)