I've always been the good girl,
the studious girl...
the girl who did
whatever her mother
and teachers wanted from her.
But lately,
I've been struggling.
Struggling with being who
I always have been.
Lately,
I've been lying and sneaking around,
doing things that
I never thought I would.
Mom doesn't trust me,
hell, I don't even know
if I trust me!
I've always been a studious girl,
but lately school work
is losing it's appeal,
and-for the first time ever-
I want to socialize more.
Lately,
I want to go out
with girls and guys,
hang with friends,
go to parties!
Don't know what's
going on with me lately,
but the things I used to do
aren't as appealing anymore!
Someone help me,
make me stop!
I'm becoming someone
who I don't know anymore!