Anonymous
i hide behind this mask
masquerade this facade of strength
a courage ill never have
a joy ill never know
from under the covers i cry out
yet to what, im not sure
hide here, waiting for it
the salvation that will never come
none from a god
none from inside me
salvation is extinct
the notion a joke
as i preach to myself from beyond these walls
as i try to convince myself of a hope still to come
but convincing yourself is hard when youve lost all fait
no hope, no salvation, nothing left
so i close my eyes
accept defeat
i have lost, dreams have lost
desire has lost...
...despair is the only victor anymore