Anonymous
hurt
i want to
not the emotional kind
well, maybe that too, but thats another story
i want to feel the heat on my skin as i let it burn and blister
under or maybe over the yellow reddish blue flame
i want to feel some kind of rip or tear as i slice
as red thick liquids fall down my pale arm or leg
but i cant
bang my head hard as i might
twist a joint
stab a certain point
numbness reigns
no feeling
why me?
rather suffer than feel nothing at all
maybe this is emotional
i dont feel the tear as it runs down my face
is it obvious that im in pain
yet cannot feel a thing