Uncomfortably Numb

hurt

i want to

not the emotional kind

well, maybe that too, but thats another story

i want to feel the heat on my skin as i let it burn and blister

under or maybe over the yellow reddish blue flame

i want to feel some kind of rip or tear as i slice

as red thick liquids fall down my pale arm or leg

but i cant

bang my head hard as i might

twist a joint

stab a certain point

numbness reigns

no feeling

why me?

rather suffer than feel nothing at all

maybe this is emotional

i dont feel the tear as it runs down my face

is it obvious that im in pain

yet cannot feel a thing

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