Anonymous
im tired
tired of loss
tired of pain
of hurting
of this disease
im tired of talking to my best friends voicemail
or being ignored by my oldest companion
or the awkward silence on the phone with those once held dear
tired of running
tired of being too scared to stay near someone
...just knowing they wont always be there
because robert frost said it best
nothing gold can stay
and as far as my case studies go
hes not been wrong once
and it really makes me wonder
why i dont just say
fuck it, im not waking up
the silver lining died, so shall i
because nothing gold could stay
and im too tired to try