Anonymous
this pain
this torment
this horrible venture
this nightmarish journey
when will it end
will it ever end
what have i done
how could this happen
to me
to you
it isnt fair to either party involved
i want something i can never have
something i should never want
never be
never need
i didnt want it to end like this
i didnt want it to end
but was there another option
was there another way to make things work
make things run
the earth spin
the room spin
my head spin
it hurts
it stings
falling all over myself
falling faster
i didnt want to do this
i didnt want to drag you down
dont listen to me
it doesnt mean a thing
doesnt ammount to much
never has
probably never will
its ok
no its not
never is
damaged
damaging
destroyed
down to not much more than a single thread
and i brought you along
ruined you
destroyed you
almost robbed you of all the good in you
all the magic you once had
still have
im sorry
two words that could never say enough
mean what i meant it to mean
what i still mean it to mean
im sorry
death to my heart
death to all that is me
i dont want to drag you to your doom
i dont...
i dont...
never
making no sense
not anymore
i should shut up
i should say no more
no more
im sorry
so sorry