Some days,
when the air is cold,
and I dream of love,
I feel wrong.
Some nights,
when the stars shine freely,
and I dream of that kiss,
I feel wrong.
Those moments,
when I dream of arms to hold me,
and eyes to take the pain,
I feel wrong.
On sleepless evenings,
when I feel lonely,
and want someone to share my dreams,
I feel wrong.
Everyday,
I feel like I'm breaking rules,
like I'm not worthy of life's blessings.
Because I don't want to love her,
I want to love him, and I feel wrong.
11/17/07