What if this isn't real?
Only a mirage,
brought on by the heat of pain,
by fears and doubts.
What if I only see you,
because of my beating heart?
That aches within my chest,
with every step I take, in everyday.
What if I only hear you,
because I fear I am alone?
Alone in this time of troubles,
this crossroads in life.
What if I only love you,
because I doubt the love,
that could be tomorrow,
and in the days to come?
What if these feelings,
are just feelings?
What if my heart spews out emotions,
and you're just caught in the middle?
1/17/07