I sit here,
and I envy you from a far.
What I would give,
just to be who you are.
Your life is so bright,
it seems so perfect to me.
Who you are and how you act,
is who I want to be.
You get everything I dream of,
all of my dreams come true for you.
But what I don't understand,
is why they don't come true for me too?
You get all the girls,
and live the perfect life.
Why doesn't someone just,
stab in my heart the sharpest knife?
You get the girl I dream of,
she looks at you the way I want her to look at me.
She doesn't even know I exist,
my true heart she doesn't see.
Why don't I get my wishes,
is this some evil scheme?
Maybe this is and will always be,
just another dream.
Even if in this dream,
you will always shine.
My heart will always remember,
this dream was originally mine.
3/19/04