Time tells me, it's time to go,
to leave this place and find a new.
To break a part from what already is,
and leap into the sea of what could be.
I know what is,
it's sadness and pain.
Emptiness and loss,
loneliness and dread.
I wake each morning to wish
I was still dreaming.
Living in a world where family,
was who you went to.
You know it's time to leave,
when family seems like a last resort.
When things don't feel right,
and emotions seem wrong.
I need to find what could be,
this world is limitless.
The possibilities are endless,
and my heart needs to fly.
God has given my heart wings,
and I need to use them.
I need to drive to the city of what could be,
and finally find a happy, "What is."
1/9/08