We live going through crosses and marks
Tearing pages and collecting a life
collecting papers and phrases writing papers
collecting papers
lit in a warm light cast in shadows
we put on the blinders
We watch the GPS
Crude outlines of a living
We fill ourselves with talk and movement
We avoid collisions
painted in granulated paste
-heat exposed, oil and pigments and ash, fluorescent buzzing, pinging, the lot and stone draining, static cloth and a TV screen shock and flicker -
Caked in ashes
Avoiding collision
Watching the GPS
Watching the cars
Getting to buildings to lunches
Never a second thought
Pale in passing its not important
Let's fill our time and call it a life
The world is fact
And we acknowledge deceit in ego
Caught in intentions and blamed for actions
We lie and steam over reflections of flaws
Crossing out and marking our days
16, 74, 30, 166,
A lifetime piled in a waste bin
Days crumpled into balls and thrown into a collection of ashes