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Silence
Deafening silence and the flooding ring of silence
My brain is frying
Ping ping ping ping ping ping
Death is not an escape
It is not a short cut
Death is romanticized
Our trips downtown
When I feel like you open up
When I feel like I can trust you
Leaving me with my thoughts
Side 1 has ended turn disc over to side 2
Side 3 is a lie
Death never leaves you
It rots then stains your life
Feeling like life is wasted on you
I can't
Trust you
You're a narcissistic asshole
Silence is killing me
You make me late for responsibility
Stop judging me
Life is wasted on me
Death is greedy
Leaving shit to run the carnie
You tell me all your baggage
The spiel is down
Pills vodka and addiction
It is
It is a pussy
Speak up
No more
Angels come with a blue night
a blue knife
But I can't trust you
I can't tell you:
Time goes on,
You'll be 20 in September,
Distances numbs, muting pain
You'd be 19 in October,
There will be light,
You're a sophmore in college,
The stains of permanence,
You'd be a freshmen,
Fade with distance and memory,
Never gone, Still moving,
Mute, numb, distance.
