I've got something to say to you
But I don't know where to begin
I've tried and tried to work it out
But I'm back here at square one
I can talk to you so easily
And that's what makes this so weird
This is the one thing I want to say most
Yet it's the one thing I can't find the words, the strength, the nerve to say
You're my very best friend
And therein lies the problem
When my mouth opens and those words come out
It all changes
For good or bad
It all changes
There is no staying the same
No matter how strongly we say it won't change anything
It will
It's inevitable
We get closer and grow into something more
Or things get awkward, uncomfortable
And we drift apart
You know how what I need to say
You have to
Yet, I'm staring at this screen at one in the morning
Fighting a war between the two most selfish parts of my personality
So, I've got something I need to say to you
I just need to say it, need you to hear it
Don't say a word
Just listen
You know what....
Nevermind, it's nothing