Listen

I've got something to say to you

But I don't know where to begin

I've tried and tried to work it out

But I'm back here at square one

I can talk to you so easily

And that's what makes this so weird

This is the one thing I want to say most

Yet it's the one thing I can't find the words, the strength, the nerve to say

You're my very best friend

And therein lies the problem

When my mouth opens and those words come out

It all changes

For good or bad

It all changes

There is no staying the same

No matter how strongly we say it won't change anything

It will

It's inevitable

We get closer and grow into something more

Or things get awkward, uncomfortable

And we drift apart

You know how what I need to say

You have to

Yet, I'm staring at this screen at one in the morning

Fighting a war between the two most selfish parts of my personality

So, I've got something I need to say to you

I just need to say it, need you to hear it

Don't say a word

Just listen

You know what....

Nevermind, it's nothing

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Struggling with myself tonight

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