cigarette burns on the table and pants
i don't mind it
i can't feel it
i fell asleep again
wrists swollen and bruised
hands looking even worse
i don't mind
i can't feel it
i'm falling asleep again
drenched, soaking, sick, and puking
i don't mind it
i can feel it
aches and pains and pale appearance
losing weight, angry, and non-adherence
i don't mind
i can't feel it
i'm getting sick again