You'll never know
How much i hate myself
You'll never know
How much i hate the way i feel
You'll never know
How much i hate the pain
That kills me inside
I do so many things wrong
And always fuck everything up
To make everyone hate me
So god damn fucking much
You'll never know how much
That makes me hate myself
You'll never know how much
I wish to be someone else
I keep so many feelings
Bottled up inside
I feel i have so many things
That i need to hide
I feel that i need to hide
The real pain inside of me
Because if you were to see it
Then you would hate
That person even more
Than the one you already see
You'll never know
How much i wish to be happy
Because the pain that fills
My heart has left me in agony
I just wish to once again
To have the life
That i once knew
To live a life without sorrow
So that i can go on to tomorrow
You'll just never know
All the reasons why
I didn't want my true feelings to show