I'm on the floor now
Contemplating why
You hate me so much
I'm begging
I'm pleading
Why don't you just let me go now?
In peace, away in the sunlight
I try to reason
But you have the seeds of hate planted within
You held me back for so long
I cannot say a word
For you cannot reason
You refuse to understand my tongue
I am not a sick child
Grow from within and try to reach the stars
You say you love me but you do not show it
The sight of you is unbearable
Abused and raped my compassion
Am I so unlovable?
Are you that impossible?
Your love abandoned...a long time ago
I am not a baby needing mama's milk
Just looking for support without all of the effort
Burn my heart that was made for loving
And will it ever beat for you?
Burn this soul that was filled with compassion
Compassion I once had for you
Look in the mirror and see the monster
The monster you became
Reflect on those “traitors” and see that you let them go
Let them go a place where they cannot find you
In the morning pray
Pray to the God that will some day save you