There is nothing left to say
When it feels like I have said this many times before
When there is no one and nothing left but me
White walls laugh hysterically
Do I really embrace it?
Why do I feel so intoxicated?
When the sun outside is a herbal remedy
Surrounded by many but feel so empty
The room is my lab and I dissect the reality of youth
So vexed from my discoveries and your presence is cancerous to my sanity
This is just a revelation: you are in crisis
You are all so fearful of breaking from your inner shells
But you want to fly like the butterflies as the drugs rot you to the annals of damnation
You are nothing but a dog that is lured by a whistle to the edge of a cliff
Adolescence is nothing but Shakespearean tragedy
Tick tock, I am counting the days but sadly years pass me by
Even a tree can grow in bad weather
Yet sometimes a tree wants more sunlight and less rainy days
Does a piece of paper give me closure?
Their cognitive forces are so outdated, my revelations are overstated
You might snap because the same bland day repeats again and again
No one to express the truth to or no one who understands
You tell the truth and all they give you is a counselor and some pills
This is why some in disarray swallow the cold steel that can give you chills
Can a funeral with empty promises and fake smiles give me closure?
And even now, you do not know the melody of my voice and my explosively kind spirit
What was lost and what was gained?
Another melody made me sane
Have I found closure?
Sweet perfume brings me back to a touch that was not there
If my voice is a mutant, then your love is just a fungus that kills all that it holds
I am not a fool anymore, yet I will embrace daring lips
Respect is earned, have I found closure?
I am sorry little big boy, you are not tough
My efforts were wasted, they were just not enough
I am just your prostitute, your quick fix
Rape my self esteem, over, and over again
Fast cars, avalanches, and what is loyalty?
I forgive you for your folly, your duplicity gives me closure
In my darkest hours, depression is my unholy drug
Yet in those moments of despair, the Legendary Ghost gives me rehabilitation
And on a magical Friday, I learned that epiphanies are better than self destruction
There is always light at the end of the tunnel, yet adversity is always detrimental to your reasoning
Another day is another blessing
Another day that is closer to those sacred answers
There is always light that is burning bright above the clouds
Not all hope is gone when you study the art of patience
We will all have eternal rest some day
And when that time comes, those dark hours will be taken by the hurricane known as a radiant sunset
Sadness is an ever growing discography
And every record progresses from the last
Once you appreciate the pain, you will know then that there is nothing left to say
Another sun, another moon
I have found closure