It hurts me to see this happen again
She breaks me, this crime is done again
Cause when I sit here, I realized there is no gain
And when I'm a bit numb, I still feel pain
Then I realize, acceptance is just charade
Waking up at 6 and I can't stand to see the clock tick
Going to a place where I'm harmed by heretics
As the cold wind pierces through my face, I'm blessed to be alive
Cause it's foolish to hate when I realize maturity is just a lie
I will be strong, I will be faithful, I will not die
The more immature idiots I meet, the more I grow strong
Cause when you get cold feet, I know I'm strong
And when toy with me, baby you did wrong
And when you feel my happy warm touch...baby you just did wrong
You wonder, how I'm feeling
When I flirt with you, I felt what I was seeing
In the scary path to my warm safe place, all you see is dealing
Now you see me, do you know what I'm feeling?
Cause now you're another reason for my words that are now bleeding
Just another reason why salvation is healing
Your coldness makes me cold
And from what I been told
Your foolishness creates depression
And dealing with this place, causes my dreams to have repression
And when I left, I was bold
And when I'm to myself, my face is bold
Never thought this would have turned out to be so cold
You tell me to go, but you know that I want to stay here with you
Not opposites but the same, but now this embarrassment I must tame
Lights flashing real fast, sweat dripping on the floor
The pain became his queen, I'll walk out straight through that door
Came all the way for nothing
Insane tonight for nothing
Open and enjoy the mystery of reflection, are you willing?
Cold that time, you must feel me now
And it's all the same excuse they give
Cause she'll be with what her heart desires, I will live
You saw in my eyes, that I was drawn
But wicked girl, you led me on
Windy rain that night, there will be dawn
Only apathy and hope remain
These words are my bleating, every opportunity fades away and stays the same