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i'm tired

i really am

you and your foolishness

has tired me so

this all began when you had him

the one that i adore

you lost him

for he loved me more

now the one i adore is mine

but you wont let it be

you say that i'm a hypocrite

one for staying with him

for saying that i hate him

and at the same time be there loving him

i do hate him

for he  has made me love him

but you...

you said you'd never speak to him in your life

how he'd hurt you in the past

but you still became his

when you lost him

you marked me as an enemy

or an anti-friend so to speak

you cant trust me because he's mine

you cant trust because i am what i am

how is it you can speak to him and not to me?

its funny to see that

you'll keep a tab of whats going on

yet trust me so little

you'll view my things

comment them no least

allways to say something mean

yes i might deserve it

but if you wish not to speak of it

then why do this and that

i might be the worlds greatest hypocrite

for saying i hate him

for making me love him

for ignoring him

then chasing after him

for being mad at him

then can't be without him

but you are a fool..

because you still let us bother you

because you still try to see

and because you still haven't moved on..

i apologize for being rude

but this is the truth

i dont want a part of this

for its getting rediculous

tell you this much though

i didnt tell my heart to love him

i only do what i feel is right..

to make my heart be happy for once

since i've always tried to make

everyone else happy

but its my turn to be happy for once

just please let it be

let it continue as long as it can

for he has become my everything

and i want to stay at his side

for everything he needs

for in him somehow

i find my happiness