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Why...
I'm sitting here and you don't even ask me what's wrong. You just laugh, and don't offer me any comfort in any way. But yet i comforted you when you had anything going on. Who else has gone through this shit where someone that you expect to be there for you, but they aren't. Well this is happening to me one of my best friends (that's a girl) just sat there and said " My dad was 5% from dying and your grandparants are old and are going to die soon. " LIKE WHO THE FUCK SAYS THAT TO YOUR BEST FRIEND THAT YOU SAY YOU LOVE LIKE A BROTHER, LIKE WHO. But her dad is a lot better now especially when i've done every thing you've ever asked me to do, i mean anything. I was the first one to comfort you when you found out that your parents were getting a divorce. I was put in a mental hospital cause of you when i asked you out and you told me you don't love me like that but you love me like a brother. I tryed to OD on my meds cause of you you've put me through so much shit i dont know what yo think of you now.
Time for a mind shift
She did not make you do anything. Now is time to just take some moments to breathe deeply. Realize you are a teenager and that you are just beginning to have any understanding of what love means. You may be feeling heavy emotions for someone but those are not always reciprocated in the ways we think we need. This can be very painful but it is nothing that you can't handle and grow through. Rejection is a part of life. It is our job to learn how to navigate it. You are okay. Place your focus on things that interest you besides girls. And try to find some beauty in the world around you. Go focus your eyes on something in nature and study it. A leaf, a tree, a bird flying above you. Find the beauty then bask in its wonder. It is painful to be a teenager but it is well worth the growth. Keep growing!
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