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Think is hard and people can do it so easy. Why is life hard and what is my life going to do to help others in this fucked up world we live in. Breathing should feel like breeze but some people can because “God” made them that way. What the fuck is going through your head god you are a reason why people today are not equal because they think that you're alive. Can you just out of my life because i can’t tell my dad that i don’t believe in you because he would leave me and hate me. Why the hell i’m so fucked up and can i be a normal person for once but why do i want to be like those stuck up bitches at school. I know i can be out there and say stupid things all the time but care about everyone in someway. It pains me that i’m just a another problem for the family. Willow tells me that everyone is scared of me how can i change.My dad told me that i’m selfish if i want to leave this shitty world because to many people care about me. That’s a lie he tells me that people care about me and my well being. Everyone is trying to deal with all their own problems not everyone else fucking life. Some days i want to cry my eyes out till they turn red and painful and some days i want to run away for this fucking place and find a place where i feel free for my shitty life i think that i have. Will anybody ever really love me for me or just this ugly body i have to be in. I hate everything about myself my hair,eyes,body,teeth. I want to be beautiful like all those skinny people i see around all the time. They have friends that care about them that want to be around them. Then they are jerks to all the kids that are different from them because they are not as smart or pretty as them. Why is god is even real he doesn’t do anything for anyone people are getting raped, killing, and just being a problem for the world it self. But people that didn’t do anything wrong getting the worst deck of cards in the world but he just sits there on his throne making sure that gays go to hell because they want to be happy once in their lives but no people want to came along and make their leaves shitty because they feel shitty about themselves so they bring down people that want to be happy in their life.

I feel angry all the time because i’m mad at myself for things in my life that i can’t control or fix. Why do i want to control everything around me everyday? Because i never had anything in my life that i can control so i have to feel like i can do thing in this time span i have right now.

3/21  BEK S.