Another page in my journal, another day in the world,
Going at it alone, fine, shitty days of the past and present swirled,
I message 30 girls online, get 5 to respond with phone numbers,
Then nothing happens, the little heart in my chest slumbers,
I get up, my online profile collects dust,
I sit down, masturbate so my penis doesn’t rust,
Now it’s sore, tender, annoying,
For a relationship, evidently I’m cloying,
When I want it, sex is terribly underrated,
When I do it, after it’s done, it’s terribly overrated,
Worry about diseases,
Herpes contained in one of her sneezes?
Respect her less because she let me in so soon?
Should I be sick or should I swoon?
Well, I cover my bases and do both,
I can leave or date you, but either way I’m loath,
I’m not doing anything with my life, not sure how I feel about that yet,
Life is a buffet, but I’m sitting at home in front of an empty dinette,
Fine, I prefer that, tired of buying dinners without a thank you,
Like you’re a princess, yes, like a bratty child I want to spank you,
Right across the face, let you know you’re easy to replace,
But you’re not, unfortunately for me we both know it,
With relationships I’m like a dirty whore’s mouth, I always blow it,
Another bitch session recorded,
Another part of me died, shut down, locked up and boarded…