lost, destination-less, happy-less,
made up words, fabricated stress,
bring me home, searching for what i don't want,
happiness for her, for me an everlasting haunt,
turn up the volume, converse with the music,
try to woo you, works the same old new trick,
get it, got it,
met you, forgot it,
but the stench reminds me, this is not what i've desired,
back to the drawing board, for the millionth time now too tired,
content blooms only with a known destination, beyond this bruised,
get it got it, understand are only those terribly confused,
my love, equivalent to the plucking of flower pedals,
muted compass, thought whirlwind all - all but settles.