Gone forever, as in she's changed,
Only through memories, are we not estranged,
The spa, film, our paid-for apartment,
Locked eternally, trapped in my heart's glove compartment,
Need soothing, not enough are my Nubys,
Don't be fooled, compassionately my veins pump liquid rubies,
I feel old, emotion has a balding spot,
Burned by desire, by no choice they're scalding hot,
Only myself, will these words mesmerize,
Now trance-like, I experience the blindness behind her eyes,
Regardless of who you are, eventually we split like fission,
Separated, my past splattered with red from every would-be revision,
Those pictures I cherish, pleasure myself to a lover long deceased,
Do you still lurk? Known shackles contaminate all, with me until from life I'm released.