wow. been quite a number of days, months?, since having been on any dates,
trust me, not the mindset when i say: they're all in different states,
crackpot lust undesired, succumb to the inanimate cock-teasers,
cried words that go drip-drop, opposite from your typical crowd-pleasers,
was and still am naive, had hope that the last resort - online dating - would do the trick,
lil' vacay from reality there, like meeting in the Sahara desert for a seaside picnic,
desires, splattered against the wall,
i know you're out there - catch me from from this seemingly infinite free-fall.