I have died again.
I am tired of tiny deaths,
Of tiny people causing these tiny deaths.
This cold bathroom tile is the only comfort that I can find.
At least I can notice the freezing of my skin as I lay here.
I didn't have that luxury with you.
I touched your frozen flesh,
Your numb heart,
And never noticed that pieces of me
were ripped off
each time I drew my hands, my lips away.
I ignored the chill in your breath.
Wrote it off as a damaged good.
No fire. No flame.
A fickle, frozen creature who chose his calloused heart over my bleeding one.
Once again, I am placed in a dark cave
Slapping walls and following the echo of my own voice to reach the light.
I must always reach the light.