I can’t help but feel the pain
Though I wish I couldn’t
I can’t help but miss you
Though I wish I wouldn’t
I can’t help but feel guilty
Though I wish I couldn’t
I can’t help but want you
Though I wish I wouldn’t
I can’t help but dream what could’ve been
Though I wish I couldn’t
I can’t help but crave a fairy tale
Though I wish I wouldn’t
I can’t help but feel I knew what was coming
Though I wish I couldn’t
I can’t help but know all blame is mine
Though I wish I wouldn’t
I can’t help but blame myself
Though I wish I couldn’t
I can’t help but want you to have loved me
Though I wish I wouldn’t
I can’t help but fear the emptiness
Though I wish I wouldn’t
I can’t help but know I know it best
Though I wish I wouldn’t
I can’t help but try to keep going
Though I know I shouldn’t
I can’t help but lock my heart away
Though I wish I couldn’t
Ahhhh yes... This brings back
Ahhhh yes... This brings back memories of emotion long ago... oh so VERY long ago. But honestly, not long ago at all now. So much has changed since that time that it feels like an eternaty.