I pretend.
On the surface, I can do it on my own;
And I am not alone.
Deep down, I really need a friend.
I just pretend.
I pretend.
On the surface, I am never nervous;
And I have a purpose.
Deep down, I have many pieces left to mend.
I just pretend.
I pretend.
On the surface, I am strong;
And nothing's ever wrong.
Deep down, I am as weak as the ink left in this pen.
I just pretend.
I pretend.
On the surface, I hang a smile;
And life is worthwhile.
Deep down, I really wish it would end.
I just pretend.
I pretend.
On the surface, I am happy as can be;
And nobody's funnier than me.
Deep down, Lady Suicide takes a hold of me again.
I just pretend.