Sometimes I dream of dying;
But then I wake up and here I am.
So tired of trying.
I’m such a bother, goddamn.
Feeble minded, mediocre me.
What difference do I make?
As pessimistic as they come.
A facade to hide my fucking face.
Erase me. Tear me from the pages.
I don’t want to exist.
I’m sick and drowning in regret;
As I carve straight down the wrist.
Don’t pretend to cry for me.
Just dig a hole for me to rot in.
Friends and family, come gather ‘round;
Because in a week, I’ll be forgotten.